Hardest part about nights...

Is getting comfortable enough to sleep. When the pain is so bad that you can't sleep and even when you do sleep the pain invades your dreams. You dream of randomly collapsing, of being stabbed, of giving birth, anything that causes extreme abdominal pain. That was me last night and most nights, hence why this didn't get posted last night. Sleep is supposed to be an escape, a time to recharge. Not with endo. There is no escape, no recharging.